Feel Sad

Dunno why this 2 week i am feel so sad.
Maybe is my most beloved girl will go away from me.
She will go for maktab at Johor.
So far...
It will means that i am cannot see her in this few month.
So sad...

At wednesday night, i with my friends had a tea break in coffee shop.
That night, i had give her a gift, with a letter.
In that letter, i had wrote that i love her.
I am waiting for her reply, but she dun reply me.
I am feel so sad and really want to cry out.

I love her from primary 3 until now.
Is already nine years i like her.
In this nine years, i have think that i want to give up, but cannot!
I am too like her.
I know her when we are primary 3.
When i see her, my heart is beat very fast.
At the same time, we two are join volleyball club.
Haiz...
At that time, so many friends know i am love her.

These nine years, i din do anythings for her.
I am embarrasses when i meet with her.
Haiz...
I don't know what can i talk with her.
i am look like useless.
Haiz...
Haiz...
Haiz...

What can i do know?
Ask her?
Or not ask her?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...